Being my own boss has been one of the most empowering and rewarding decisions of my life. I’ve felt the exhilaration of setting my own rules, building something from the ground up, and watching my hard work flourish. But, if I’m being completely honest, it’s not always sunshine and success. The motivation doesn’t show up every day—and that’s where discipline steps in to keep me going.
Lately, though, the grind has been hitting differently. The hustle and bustle of entrepreneurship feels heavier than usual. I find myself drained, mentally and physically, and I’ve started to wonder: where is this fatigue coming from? Is it my routine? The industry? My businesses? My home life? Or maybe it’s the fact that it’s winter and the cold, gray days are seeping into my energy?
The truth is, I’m not entirely sure. And that’s okay.
I’ve built a life that feels fulfilling in so many ways, yet I can’t shake this exhaustion. Maybe it’s not about what’s happening around me, but what’s happening within me. Perhaps the relentless pressure of hustle culture is catching up. Maybe I’ve been too caught up in the “do more, be more” mindset, leaving no room to simply be.
As someone who thrives on action and purpose, the idea of sitting back and chilling feels foreign. I’m a doer. Resting doesn’t come naturally to me. But what if that’s exactly what I need? What if the answer to this heaviness isn’t to push harder, but to pause?
I’m learning that balance doesn’t just mean juggling all the pieces of my life—it also means knowing when to step away, recharge, and reconnect with myself. Maybe this season of fatigue is a signal that it’s time to redefine my relationship with work, success, and self-care.
I don’t have all the answers right now, but I’m committed to digging deep and finding the root of this feeling. Maybe it’s as simple as giving myself permission to rest. Or maybe it’s about making subtle shifts in my routine, my mindset, or my priorities. Whatever it is, I’m ready to figure it out—one step, one breath, and one moment of stillness at a time.
If you’ve ever felt the weight of being your own boss, know that you’re not alone. Boss fatigue is real, but so is the resilience we’ve built along the way. Together, we can learn to honor the ebbs and flows of this journey, making space for rest without losing sight of our goals.
For now, I’ll remind myself: It’s okay to pause. It’s okay to rest. And it’s okay to not always have it all figured out. After all, even the best bosses deserve a break.
XOXO,
Alejandra